Self confidence is a reoccurring problem for myself, whether it's school or sports. Tonight it definitely got to me while I was skateboarding. We were up at Rona and I was trying to grind a bench into a bank, but I had a lack of commitment and self confidence. This happens quite often to me and is extremely frustrating. It's even worse when I am skating because I become flustered easily and lose all concentration. You know what I'm talking about? It's like when you're trying so hard to do something but are having little progress. Tonight all I could think about was going home a failure, and I feel that way right now. A personal goal is to think more positively and show less fear. Just a little rant about my evening and hopefully next time I ride, I will get that trick on camera.